Perfection, pt. 4: The Strait Gate

In order to enjoy the glory that Christ enjoys, we must live the law that Christ lives. There is no other way. Heaven is a lifestyle, the same way a healthy diet is; those who eat healthy are naturally going to feel better than those who do not. The order of heaven is no different; those who live the way Christ lived are going to have greater peace, joy, and fulfillment than those who do not. The question, in both cases, is whether you trust the higher path will actually be better than the lower one.

You would think the answer obvious—and yet because of the fall, we are continually enticed by lower paths and ways of being.

According to Our Desires

God respects our agency enough to not interfere, and will grant us according to our desires, “whether it be unto death or unto life… whether they be unto salvation or unto destruction.” (Alma 29:4). In other words, if you want to go on consuming nothing but Ramen, Reese’s, and Red Bull, He’ll let you. You may feel awful as a consequence, but He has no intention of overriding your choice.

As the common adage goes: “you are free to choose your actions, but you are not free to choose the consequences of those actions.” It would therefore be a good idea to want the consequences of whatever you want.

This is why we’ll ultimately be judged “according to the desire of [our] hearts” (D&C 137:9) As Alma said of those in the resurrection, “The one raised to happiness according to his desires of happiness, or good according to his desires of good; and the other to evil according to his desires of evil; for as he has desired to do evil all the day long even so shall he have his reward of evil when the night cometh” (Alma 41:5).

Hell is the natural consequence of what most of us want, by default. Being carnal, sensual, and devilish, if our desires were left unchecked we would act in a way that would create hell—not only for ourselves, but for the world around us.

The only remedy is to transform our desires so that what we want will bring true happiness. Even knowing the correct path alone is not enough; we must know the path and desire it. A child can know vegetables are “healthy,” but if they don’t want vegetables, they’re not going to enjoy eating them. Again, the same is true for the order of heaven; if you do not want to live like Christ, you’re going to be miserable trying to do so. The commandments will seem like a burden that are constantly restraining you, keeping you from doing what you actually want to do.

Being saved is a matter of being changed. It’s a matter of purifying your desires so that you want what is best, and can then be truly happy.

The Doctrine of Christ

The doctrine of Christ, at its most fundamental level, is the transformational process whereby we lose the desire for sin and are made pure. Though we typically think of it in terms of a 5-point checklist (faith, repentance, baptism, Holy Ghost, endure to the end), I think focusing on the outward “steps” without an understanding of what ought to be taking place inwardly misses the mark. It’s going through the motions without heart, “having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof” (2 Timothy 3:5).

This process is described in many ways, though I believe the best way to start thinking about it is in Christ’s own words: “I am the vine, ye are the branches: He that abideth in me, and I in him, the same bringeth forth much fruit: for without me ye can do nothing” (John 15:5).

In order to be transformed from our carnal and fallen state to a state of righteousness, we must abide in Christ (like a branch abides in a vine), until we are perfect in Christ (bringing forth much fruit).

By default, we are cut off from the tree of life (Alma 42:6). The first step in the process, then, is to graft ourselves into Christ so that His life-giving grace can begin flowing to us. What does this mean?

In Lehi’s analogy, it’s to take hold upon the rod of iron; in Alma’s analogy, it’s to plant the seed in your heart. Both the rod of iron and the seed represent the same thing: the word of God (1 Nephi 11:25; Alma 32:8).

This is where our journey must begin.

The Word of God

Given its centrality to the process, one of the most important details to understand is what is meant by “the word of God.”

Culturally, a lot of Christians have come to talk about the word of God in reference to the Bible. However, this is a rather narrow definition. Ultimately, the word of God is anything that God says. The Bible (and all scripture) constitutes the word of God inasmuch as it contains the word of God, but it surely isn’t exhaustive. Imagine if someone limited everything they thought you could say to a few emails you sent last year.

Christ is also called the Word of God because He embodies God’s living word (John 1:14; John 5:39-40). His words and actions always reflected the Father’s will. Christ is a living person; He is active, dynamic, and contextual. What He says or does will change based on circumstance—there’s no laundry list that can be memorized. He is the light of the world, and the truth of God.

The light of Christ is the means by which Jesus Christ communicates His words to mankind. It forms the light of our understanding, and the source of our conscience:

“For behold, my brethren, it is given unto you to judge, that ye may know good from evil; and the way to judge is as plain, that ye may know with a perfect knowledge, as the daylight is from the dark night. For behold, the Spirit of Christ is given to every man, that he may know good from evil” (Moroni 7:15-16).

Because of the atonement of Jesus Christ, every single person born into this world is given a gift of light. This light is commonly referred to as our conscience, and is experienced by all. Like the sun, Christ’s light shines on each of us at all times. We can choose, by our agency, to turn towards this light and receive more of it, or block it out and diminish its influence. The voice of your conscience is the light and word of Christ, and is revelation as surely as if He appeared and spoke to you directly. It is your connection to God.

If you feel that still small voice tell you to stop what you’re doing and call someone, or check on something, or to hold your tongue, that is revelation. That is the word of Christ being communicated to you. If you follow that voice every time you hear it, it will lead you back to God.

“For you shall live by every word that proceedeth forth from the mouth of God. For the word of the Lord is truth, and whatsoever is truth is light, and whatsoever is light is Spirit, even the Spirit of Jesus Christ. And the Spirit giveth light to every man that cometh into the world; and the Spirit enlighteneth every man through the world, that hearkeneth to the voice of the Spirit. And every one that hearkeneth to the voice of the Spirit cometh unto God, even the Father” (D&C 84:44-47; emphasis added).

Following Christ is a matter of following His voice, which begins in your conscience. That is the word which we must take hold of; that is the word we must plant in our hearts. We must learn to yield ourselves to Him in all things, trusting that whatever path He prompts us to walk will lead to our greatest joy. This is where faith comes into the equation.

Faith

Joseph Smith defined faith as “the principle of action in all intelligent beings” (Lectures on Faith 1:9). Faith is essentially the trust or belief that a certain course of action is going to bring about the greatest outcome—therefore, the moving force behind every action is faith in something. If you indulge in a half gallon of chocolate ice cream, you’re expressing faith that that is the optimal path to happiness. If after some research you instead decide to try a more balanced diet, you’re exercising faith in that approach.

Faith requires an initial proposition, which comes from a proposer. In order to exercise faith in God, we must first hear His word. As Paul said, “whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. How then shall they call on him in whom they have not believed? and how shall they believe in him of whom they have not heard? and how shall they hear without a preacher?… So then faith cometh by hearing, and hearing by the word of God” (Romans 10:13-14, 17; emphasis added). This word can be delivered by a preacher sent by God, anyone who speaks under inspiration, or can be transmitted through the unseen network we call the Spirit. In either case, you must first hear the word, and then act on it.

Faith in God is more than a belief that He exists; it’s a an abiding trust that whatever course of action He proposes will lead to the greatest happiness. Similarly, faith in Christ (among other things) is to believe that His character and lifestyle reflects the order of heaven—that He is the Word of God made flesh.

Experimenting on that proposition will then have consequences, which will tell you something about its value. Alma put it this way:

“Now, as I said concerning faith—that it was not a perfect knowledge—even so it is with my words. Ye cannot know of their surety at first, unto perfection, any more than faith is a perfect knowledge. But behold, if ye will awake and arouse your faculties, even to an experiment upon my words, and exercise a particle of faith, yea, even if ye can no more than desire to believe, let this desire work in you, even until ye believe in a manner that ye can give place for a portion of my words.

“Now, we will compare the word unto a seed. Now, if ye give place, that a seed may be planted in your heart, behold, if it be a true seed, or a good seed, if ye do not cast it out by your unbelief, that ye will resist the Spirit of the Lord, behold, it will begin to swell within your breasts; and when you feel these swelling motions, ye will begin to say within yourselves—It must needs be that this is a good seed, or that the word is good, for it beginneth to enlarge my soul; yea, it beginneth to enlighten my understanding, yea, it beginneth to be delicious to me” (Alma 32:26-28).

Alma asks you to observe what kind of effect it has on you. Does it swell within you? Does it enlarge your soul? Does it enlighten your understanding? Is it delicious to the light within you?

With every action, we are exercising faith in something. Faith in the word of God is what marks the path that leads to eternal life; faith in anything else will take us down the broad way that leads to destruction (Matt. 7:13-14). For this reason, faith is the first principle of the gospel.

Exercising faith in God will first lead to repentance. When you recognize that the life you are living is contrary to His voice, the first thing faith will require you to do is change course. Because repentance is how you begin walking the path, it is correctly called “the gate by which ye should enter” (2 Nephi 31:17). However, this too needs qualifying.

Repentance

Much of modern Christianity has come to think of repentance as fixing our mistakes. We use terms like “daily repentance,” believing daily transgression is inevitable, and so daily repentance shows our efforts to be a good person who’s trying their best. However, Joseph Smith taught, “Repentance is a thing that cannot be trifled with every day. Daily transgression and daily repentance is not that which is pleasing in the sight of God” (TPJS p. 148). In order to understand this, we’ll need to reframe our understanding of repentance.

Because we’ve so long considered perfection to be a matter of doing, our understanding of the purpose and function of repentance has been distorted. When we think of perfection as, “don’t make any mistakes,” repentance becomes, “I’m sorry I messed up, I’ll try to do better next time.” However, when we shift our paradigm from the goal of doing perfect to being perfect, repentance becomes less about willpower and more about the condition of our heart.

We have to begin by recognizing that sin (or rebelling against the voice of our conscience) is a symptom of the natural man. It tells us something about our state of being. Therefore, repentance has to be a change that is at the being level; not just in our actions, but in our very hearts and desires. We must pull the weeds out at the root.

In the scriptures, we never read of someone repenting of a sin because it’s impossible to repent of a sin. Repentance is an attitude, and can only be done in the context of all of your sins. An example in the Book of Mormon perfectly illustrates this principle:

“And it came to pass that after Aaron had expounded these things unto him, the king said: What shall I do that I may have this eternal life of which thou hast spoken? Yea, what shall I do that I may be born of God, having this wicked spirit rooted out of my breast, and receive his Spirit, that I may be filled with joy, that I may not be cast off at the last day? Behold, said he, I will give up all that I possess, yea, I will forsake my kingdom, that I may receive this great joy.

“But Aaron said unto him: If thou desirest this thing, if thou wilt bow down before God, yea, if thou wilt repent of all thy sins, and will bow down before God, and call on his name in faith, believing that ye shall receive, then shalt thou receive the hope which thou desirest.

“And it came to pass that when Aaron had said these words, the king did bow down before the Lord, upon his knees; yea, even he did prostrate himself upon the earth, and cried mightily, saying: O God, Aaron hath told me that there is a God; and if there is a God, and if thou art God, wilt thou make thyself known unto me, and I will give away all my sins to know thee, and that I may be raised from the dead, and be saved at the last day” (Alma 22:15-18; emphasis added).

I believe C.S. Lewis understood this concept when he wrote, “Fallen man is not simply an imperfect creature who needs improvement: he is a rebel who needs to lay down his arms. Laying down your arms, surrendering, saying you are sorry, realizing that you have been on the wrong track and getting ready to start life over again from the right one—that is the only way out of our ‘hole.’ This process of surrender is what Christians call ‘repentance.’ Now repentance is no fun at all. It is something much harder than merely eating humble pie. It means unlearning all the self-conceit and self-will that we have been training ourselves in for thousands of years. It means killing a part of yourself, undergoing a kind of death” (C.S. Lewis, Mere Christianity; emphasis added).

Consider what Paul meant when he said, “And they that are Christ’s have crucified the flesh with the affections and lusts. If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit” (Galatians 5:24-25). Repentance is more than fixing one’s mistakes and committing to not make them again; repentance is to crucify the flesh. It’s to recognize that sin is the fruit of a heart turned from God, and to then offer up a “broken heart and contrite spirit” as an offering in the similitude of Christ’s total sacrifice (3 Nephi 9:20).

This is the inward truth that the outward symbol of baptism is intended to reflect: “Know ye not, that so many of us as were baptized into Jesus Christ were baptized into his death? Therefore we are buried with him by baptism into death: that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life” (Romans 6:3-4).

Christ taught, “He that findeth his life shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it” (Matthew 10:39). We commit to yield to every prompting from the Spirit—in all times, and in all things, and in all places. When we reach the point where we stop living for ourselves, but for God, we can say with Paul: “I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me.” (Galatians 2:20).

When we make of ourselves a consummate offering, no only do we give our time, talents, and efforts, but we give ourselves—all of our desires—in total surrender. We no longer inconvenience ourselves to do His will, because His will becomes our will.

You Cannot Serve Two Masters

Total surrender is a condition, or state of being. As such, you are either living in it, or you’re withholding part of your heart—there is no in between. Christ asks for our whole hearts because He knows anything less will take us down a different path. This is why it is called “the straight gate.”

C.S. Lewis said, “The terrible thing, the almost impossible thing, is to hand over your whole self—all your wishes and precautions—to Christ. But it is far easier than what we are all trying to do instead. For what we are trying to do is to remain what we call ‘ourselves,’ to keep personal happiness as our great aim in life, and yet at the same time be ‘good.'” (C.S Lewis, Mere Christianity)

As a matter of fact, trying to live the gospel without giving over your whole heart is actually much harder than total surrender, because it it begins to feel like a burden. The commandments become the inconvenient obstacle in the way of doing what we want to do. The greater the sacrifice, the greater we come to resent it for getting in the way. Christ noted that, “No man can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to the one, and despise the other.” (Matt. 6:24).

Trying to serve Him while also pursuing your own ends (like riches, video games, vanity, or other idols you “live” for) will inevitably lead to internal conflict. C.S. Lewis further wrote,

“As long as we are thinking that way, one or other of two results is likely to follow. Either we give up trying to be good, or else we become very unhappy indeed. For, make no mistake: if you are really going to try to meet all the demands made on the natural self, it will not have enough left over to live on. The more you obey your conscience, the more your conscience will demand of you. And your natural self, which is thus being starved and hampered and worried at every turn, will get angrier and angrier. In the end you will either give up trying to be good, or else become one of those people who, as they say, ‘live for others’ but always in a discontented, grumbling way—always wondering why the others do not notice it more and always making a martyr of yourself” (Mere Christianity, C.S. Lewis).

Insightfully, Joseph Smith taught that “a religion that does not require the sacrifice of all things, never has power sufficient to produce the faith necessary unto life and salvation” (Lectures on Faith 6:7).

Lastly, here’s the kicker: For all the good works we might muster up, for all the time we sacrifice, for all the inconveniences we put ourselves through to serve God, if we withhold our hearts from the altar of sacrifice, it is meaningless. If we strive to serve God but do so begrudgingly, it’s worth just as much as if we didn’t serve Him at all. Mormon wrote:

“God hath said a man being evil cannot do that which is good; for if he offereth a gift, or prayeth unto God, except he shall do it with real intent it profiteth him nothing. For behold, it is not counted unto him for righteousness. For behold, if a man being evil giveth a gift, he doeth it grudgingly; wherefore it is counted unto him the same as if he had retained the gift; wherefore he is counted evil before God. And likewise also is it counted evil unto a man, if he shall pray and not with real intent of heart; yea, and it profiteth him nothing, for God receiveth none such. Wherefore, a man being evil cannot do that which is good; neither will he give a good gift” (Moroni 7:6-10).

Why does God seem so strict on this point? If you’re still thinking about things from a “doing” perfect perspective, this may seem harsh—as if God is looking at the offering and saying,”not good enough.” However, God’s purpose in sending His Word in the first place is to change our hearts, or state of being. If our heart is missing from the equation, anything we do will miss the point.

True repentance is a lot like passing through an hour glass. As we move towards total submission, putting everything on the altar might at first seem to be increasingly restricive. However, when we finally exercise the faith necessary to live only for Christ, a new world opens up to us which we couldn’t before see. We learn that, ironically, true freedom is found in submission to God’s voice.

We enter in at the straight gate when we offer everything to God.

When we fundamentally shift the direction we are facing—desiring only to do God’s will and nothing else—we open a conduit from heaven through which we receive the divine fire the scriptures call the Holy Ghost.

In reality, because God’s light is always shining, it may be more accurate to imagine that you are aligning yourself to that celestial conduit. You’re turning your whole body to the light, Spirit, and glory of Christ. This is what it means to graft ourselves into the true vine—to abide Christ, and He in us. This is what it means to receive grace. This is what it means to enter in at the straight gate; to be born of God; to plant the seed in our hearts.; to take hold of the iron rod. You cannot do any of these things half way; it is the immersive commitment that allows the process of sanctification to begin.

“Therefore we are buried with him by baptism into death: that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life” (Romans 6:4). “He that saith he abideth in him ought himself also so to walk, even as he walked” (1 John 2:6).

“Whosoever abideth in him sinneth not: whosoever sinneth hath not seen him, neither known him. Little children, let no man deceive you: he that doeth righteousness is righteous, even as he is righteous. He that committeth sin is of the devil; for the devil sinneth from the beginning. For this purpose the Son of God was manifested, that he might destroy the works of the devil. Whosoever is born of God doth not commit sin; for his seed remaineth in him: and he cannot sin, because he is born of God” (1 John 3:6-9).

Fire and the Holy Ghost

Anciently, the Lord asked for animal sacrifices as an offering to teach the pattern of the future sacrifice Christ would make (Moses 5:6-7). Once that sacrifice had been made, Christ asked us to follow His example: “And ye shall offer for a sacrifice unto me a broken heart and a contrite spirit. And whoso cometh unto me with a broken heart and a contrite spirit, him will I baptize with fire and with the Holy Ghost” (3 Nephi 9:20).

All those who make this sacrifice unto death, burying the old self entirely to walk in new life, will be baptized with fire and the Holy Ghost. “He that findeth his life shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it” (Matthew 10:39). “Verily, verily, I say unto you, Except a corn of wheat fall into the ground and die, it abideth alone: but if it die, it bringeth forth much fruit” (John 12:24).

Similarly, Nephi taught “the gate by which ye should enter is repentance and baptism by water; and then cometh a remission of your sins by fire and by the Holy Ghost. And then are ye in this strait and narrow path which leads to eternal life” (2 Nephi 31:17-18; emphasis added). Only when we enter into this condition of total surrender, having been baptized by fire and the Holy Ghost, have we passed through the straight gate and begin our journey on the narrow way. Merely going through the physical ordinance of baptism, being an active member of the Church, or progressing through ordinances on “the covenant path” does not guarantee you have entered through the gate and are on the strait and narrow path. One of these deals in certain outward standards, the other is an inward state of being.

In order to walk down the path that leads to perfection, we must be in a condition of being immersed in Holy Ghost. What role does the Holy Ghost play in salvation?

While most Latter-day Saints typically describe it in the way we defined the light of Christ, the function of the gift of Holy Ghost is actually much more central to the role of transformation. Joseph Smith said that the “Holy Ghost has no other effect than pure intelligence” (TPJS p. 149). The Father and the Son are of one heart and one mind; the Holy Ghost is the shared mind (or oneness) between them. Because Christ intends to make us one with Him, even as He is one with the Father (John 17:21), He sends the Holy Ghost upon all those who repent and come unto Him.

“[The] Spirit is shed forth upon all who believe on his name and keep his commandments: and all those who keep his commandments shall grow up from grace to grace, and become heirs of the heavenly kingdom, and joint heirs with Jesus Christ; possessing the same mind, being transformed into the same image or likeness, even the express image of him who fills all in all: being filled with the fulness of his glory, and become one in him, even as the Father, Son and Holy Spirit are one” (Lectures on Faith 5:2).

This change comes as a result of abiding in Christ’s word, yielding to it unconditionally: “For the natural man is an enemy to God, and has been from the fall of Adam, and will be, forever and ever, unless he yields to the enticings of the Holy Spirit, and putteth off the natural man and becometh a saint through the atonement of Christ the Lord, and becometh as a child, submissive, meek, humble, patient, full of love, willing to submit to all things which the Lord seeth fit to inflict upon him, even as a child doth submit to his father” (Mosiah 3:19; emphasis added).

Instead of thinking you’re supposed to go through and acquire these attributes one at a time through your own willpower, consider that in the context of what we’ve discussed so far, the attributes of a saint (literally “holy one”) come as the natural consequence of yielding “to the enticings of the Holy Spirit.” As you yield your will to the Spirit, it will fill you with God’s character and likeness.

In other words, repenting and receiving the Holy Ghost is the means whereby our heart and mind is brought into tune with Christ’s heart and mind. To the extent that we have the Holy Ghost, we are one with Christ. This is what allows for fundamental spiritual transformation.

As C.S. Lewis put it: “Christ says, ‘Give me all. I don’t want so much of your time and so much of your money and so much of your work: I want you. I have not come to torment your natural self, but to kill it. No half-measures are any good… Hand over the whole natural self, all the desires which you think innocent as well as the ones you think wicked—the whole outfit. I will give you a new self instead. In fact, I will give you Myself: my own will shall become yours.'” (C.S. Lewis, Mere Christianity).

At the end of King Benjamin’s speech, the people declared, “we believe all the words which thou hast spoken unto us; and also, we know of their surety and truth, because of the Spirit of the Lord Omnipotent, which has wrought a mighty change in us, or in our hearts, that we have no more disposition to do evil, but to do good continually” (Mosiah 5:2).

The people took the mighty change the Spirit wrought upon them as a witness that King Benjamin’s words were true; their desires had in fact been purified and made like God’s, so they knew the message He was delivering was in accordance with His mind and word. This is why the Holy Ghost is said to bear record of the Father and the Son—because they are one, sharing the same mind: “Verily, verily, I say unto you, that this is my doctrine, and I bear record of it from the Father; and whoso believeth in me believeth in the Father also; and unto him will the Father bear record of me, for he will visit him with fire and with the Holy Ghost. And thus will the Father bear record of me, and the Holy Ghost will bear record unto him of the Father and me; for the Father, and I, and the Holy Ghost are one” (3 Nephi 11:35-36).

Transformation by fire and the Holy Ghost is how the Father bears record of the Son. Possession of the Holy Ghost is how we know we are abiding in Him, and He in us: “And he that keepeth his commandments dwelleth in him, and he in him. And hereby we know that he abideth in us, by the Spirit which he hath given us” (1 John 3:24).

The Spirit bears witness, by fire and the Holy Ghost, to all those who enter in at the gate. If we are unsure whether or not we have entered in at the gate, it is likely that we have not.

From Lectures on Faith: “Those, then, who make the sacrifice [of all things] will have the testimony that their course is pleasing in the sight of God, and those who have this testimony will have faith to lay hold on eternal life, and will be enabled, through faith, to endure unto the end, and receive the crown that is laid up for them that love the appearing of our Lord Jesus Christ… But those who have not made this sacrifice to God, do not know that the course which they pursue is well pleasing in his sight; for whatever may be their belief or their opinion, it is a matter of doubt and uncertainty in their mind” (Lectures on Faith 6:10-12).

Alma asked some poignant question to those of the church in his day. We would do well to consider these questions as if they were being asked of us, and reflect on whether or not we have entered in at the straight gate: Alma 5:14-36.

What if you allowed this very moment to be the moment where you exercised the faith necessary to surrender all things to the Lord—both your carnal desires and the ones you think are good? What if you let Him dictate what your life should be? What if instead of waiting to be 1% better every day until you obey Him in all things, you abandon your summer home in Babylon and follow the Son with full purpose of heart? What if you came before Him as you are, and exposed every part yourself to Him, that He might heal you?

If you will bring yourself into His light and truth, even those parts of yourself you’re scared to bring into the light, He will transform you into something holy. That is what His grace is sufficient to do.

Is All Done?

It takes a great deal of faith to enter in at the straight gate. It is analogous to the faith the children of Israel exercised when they fled Egypt, or Lehi and his family when they left their homes in a wicked Jerusalem, to begin a journey to a land of promise. Leaving behind all you know to follow God’s command requires total commitment. You must walk away from your old life to follow Him (Mark 10:17-21).

However, walking away from spiritual Babylon is only the beginning of the journey. Ironically, most of us treat this level of faith as the end-goal of a lifetime of discipline. In Lehi’s context, we struggle to even leave Jerusalem. We like our sports, our fashion, our money—our vain things—too much. Many of us are comfortable where we are, thinking that some day in the future we’ll manage to leave Jerusalem.

Contrary to the desires and expectations of a wicked heart, leaving Jerusalem behind is only the first step. Then the journey begins.

“For the gate by which ye should enter is repentance and baptism by water; and then cometh a remission of your sins by fire and by the Holy Ghost. And then are ye in this strait and narrow path which leads to eternal life; yea, ye have entered in by the gate; ye have done according to the commandments of the Father and the Son; and ye have received the Holy Ghost, which witnesses of the Father and the Son, unto the fulfilling of the promise which he hath made, that if ye entered in by the way ye should receive.

“And now, my beloved brethren, after ye have gotten into this strait and narrow path, I would ask if all is done? Behold, I say unto you, Nay; for ye have not come thus far save it were by the word of Christ with unshaken faith in him, relying wholly upon the merits of him who is mighty to save” (2 Nephi 31:17-19).

We have begun our journey by yielding our hearts to the word of Christ; it is the word of Christ that will continue to guide us until we reach our destination. As Alma taught his son Helaman: “For behold, it is as easy to give heed to the word of Christ, which will point to you a straight course to eternal bliss, as it was for our fathers to give heed to this compass [the Liahona], which would point unto them a straight course to the promised land. And now I say, is there not a type in this thing? For just as surely as this director did bring our fathers, by following its course, to the promised land, shall the words of Christ, if we follow their course, carry us beyond this vale of sorrow into a far better land of promise” (Alma 37:44-45; emphasis added).

What does the remainder of our journey look like, and how do the words of Christ play a role, as Alma indicates?

You are one with Christ proportional to the degree of His Spirit that you have received. As you repent of all your sins, He will “pour out His Spirit more abundantly upon you” (Mosiah 18:10). This is justification. As you maintain that Spirit and state of oneness, you will receive it in greater degrees through obedience to a greater portion of Christ’s word, until you at last obtain a “fulness of the Holy Ghost” (D&C 109:15). This process, called sanctification, will be the topic of the next post in this series.

Healed by Grace, Through Faith

O all ye that are spared because ye were more righteous than they, will ye not now return unto me, and repent of your sins, and be converted, that I may heal you?” (3 Nephi 9:13).

The Lord desires to bless us as much as He can while still respecting our agency. Because all blessings are predicated on eternal laws (D&C 130:20-21), the Lord’s primary goal is to have us live the laws that will bring the greatest blessings. Like any parent wants for their child, our Heavenly Father’s greatest desire is that we find joy and fulfillment through righteous living.

Unfortunately, because of the fall, everything eventually hits a peak and then declines; people, communities, tools, businesses, and nations alike. The world is in a state of death and limitation. At the heart of our fallen world is our fallen nature. The desires and appetites of the flesh ultimately aim downward, which is where they take us. We have become “carnal, sensual, and devilish” (Mosiah 16:3; Alma 42:10). Our nature is working against us, as our flesh is not inclined towards the things of God (1 Corinthians 2:14) – though our spirits long for Him.

This creates quite the wrestle within. One part of us is inclined to do good and be good, while the other seeks to satisfy its own appetites; one leads to the joy God seeks to bestow, the other to death and persistent misery.

In truth, our bodies distort not only the memory of our eternal identity, but also the knowledge, desires, and longings of our spirit.

Every single person, sooner or later, recognizes their flawed human nature. Not only are we imperfect in our actions, but we generally don’t even want what’s best for us. Like children who’d prefer an all-candy diet, our hearts are inclined towards that which does not serve us.

It breaks my heart when I hear people say they “hate people,” which generally includes themselves. It reminds me of the Lord’s comment to Enoch on one occasion, “they hate their own blood” (Moses 7:33). They’re angered by everyone and everything in the world. They frequently look for happiness in a place they’ve never been able to find it, convinced that eventually it will pay off – be it drugs, relationships, popularity, money, success, etc. But the flesh is never satisfied: it doesn’t know what it truly wants.

The Lord has a plan to fix this – a plan of salvation. He wanted to save us from our fleshy desires which are calculated to make us miserable, and instead give us a new heart. He spoke of this through the prophet Ezekiel, saying,

“A new heart also will I give you, and a new spirit will I put within you: and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh, and I will give you an heart of flesh. And I will put my spirit within you, and cause you to walk in my statutes, and ye shall keep my judgments, and do them. And ye shall dwell in the land that I gave to your fathers; and ye shall be my people, and I will be your God” (Ezekiel 36:26-28; cf. Jeremiah 31:33-34).

This giving of a new heart would later be the primary mission of Messiah. It’s very fitting that the Savior’s name in mortality was Jesus (from the Hebrew Yeshua) which literally means “salvation.” He came to give Israel a new heart, one with a desire to serve God, and keep His commandments. As the angel told Joseph, “And [Mary] shall bring forth a son, and thou shalt call his name Jesus: for he shall save his people from their sins” (Matthew 1:21; emphasis added; cf. Isaiah 61:1).

This description takes on new meaning when we consider that being “saved from our sins” includes not only the consequences of our sins (suffering), but the actual sins themselves. He intends to do this by healing our brokenness and restoring our hearts. He intends to refine our desires so that we may say: “the Spirit of the Lord Omnipotent… has wrought a mighty change in us, or in our hearts, that we have no more disposition to do evil, but to do good continually” (Mosiah 5:2). He seeks to give us a new heart so that we desire what’s best for us.

Redefining “Salvation”

When most people talk about “salvation,” I believe the picture in their minds is one of dying and going to an eternal plane of clouds and harps and praising God in one long sustained note as opposed to burning forever in some kind of fire pit. Maybe you’ve even seen the billboards: “Where are you going, Heaven or Hell?” (with the associated clip art).

Ironically, about 98% of our conception of Heaven and Hell is based on centuries of Medieval art, not scripture.

Think about that for a minute.

There’s a reason Jews differ in their concept of the afterlife. There’s a reason the modern Christian depiction of “heaven and hell” can’t be found in the Old Testament. The scriptures deserve our careful attention on these subjects.

The predominant Christian viewpoint is that by default, we will all burn forever after death. However, if we accept Jesus as our Savior then we’re “saved” from eternal torture. What a hollow and arbitrary message that is!

Rightly so, it raises a lot of questions. What kind of God is creating these odd conditions? Why is He sending billions of people He created to hell, all just to save a few? What’s the point in all of this, and how do we even know it’s real?

In some circles of the Church, because of a partial understanding, some people are instead under the impression that they’re “trying out” to earn a spot in heaven. This creates its own pathology of anxiety and stress that still misses the point – as though the Lord is just waiting for you to fail badly enough to call you off stage.

Instead of thinking of “salvation” as a train ticket to a paradise destination, it ought to be thought of as a change of heart. We’re saved from our sins – our disposition to sin. The Lord has already revealed “the manner of happiness” through His commandments (2 Nephi 5:27), but we are absolutely free to live any way we want. Through persuasion and longsuffering, God intends to show us that His way is that which will bring the most joy, and that any other way will lead to greater and greater misery.

In this sense, you are in hell now, and have got to learn here in hell how to live after the order of heaven. Those who persist in hell will find that its flames grow ever hotter, and continue into the afterlife. At least one reason hell is described as a never-ending fire is because its effects persist until there’s nothing left of you. The “chains of hell” grow increasingly severe, your burden becomes heavier, and your light diminishes until at last you have lost everything, essentially including your agency.

The Lord seeks to bless our lives by showing us the manner of life and happiness, and then empowering us to live it. He wants us to succeed! He’s not waiting for us to “give up already” like some unimpressed judge on American Idol. He wants us to be happy, and He knows there’s only path that leads to deep and lasting happiness, and He’s pleading with us to walk it – for our own sake.

Joseph Smith once said, “Happiness is the object and design of our existence; and will be the end thereof, if we pursue the path that leads to it; and this path is virtue, uprightness, faithfulness, holiness, and keeping all the commandments of God.”

As we learn to walk after “the manner of happiness,” the eternal peace and joy of “heaven” will be the natural consequence that follows – while still in this life. Then, a day will come in the future resurrection where we will be restored to what we are now. The wicked who continue to walk their own way will continue to be miserable, and the natural consequence will be hell. As Alma taught his son, “Do not suppose, because it has been spoken concerning restoration, that ye shall be restored from sin to happiness. Behold, I say unto you, wickedness  never was happiness” (Alma 41:10).

Those who walked after the order of heaven here will then be able to inherit the same in the resurrection, among others who likewise so walked. Just as Zion is both a place and a people, so must be heaven.

Therefore, salvation (at its core) is not about getting a ticket to heaven, but receiving a change of heart – what the scriptures call a “mighty change of heart.” Being “saved in the kingdom of heaven” will be the natural consequence of being saved from our fallen nature.

“And the Lord said unto me: Marvel not that all mankind, yea, men and women, all nations, kindreds, tongues and people, must be born again; yea, born of God, changed from their carnal and fallen state, to a state of righteousness, being redeemed of God, becoming his sons and daughters; and thus they become new creatures; and unless they do this, they can in nowise inherit the kingdom of God” (Mosiah 27:25-26).

Just as the Savior invited the Nephites to return, repent, and be converted so that He could heal them, so extends He this invitation to us today. He will heal our broken and twisted flesh; He will restore our hearts and purify our desires, as though by fire. Following His invitation to the Nephites to repent and be healed, He said:

“And whoso cometh unto me with a broken heart and a contrite spirit, him will I baptize with fire and with the Holy Ghost, even as the Lamanites, because of their faith in me at the time of their conversion, were baptized with fire and with the Holy Ghost, and they knew it not” (3 Nephi 9:20).

This saving grace that the Lord promises to pour out upon His people is referred to by many names: a mighty change of heart, being born again, being baptized by fire and the Holy Ghost, entering in by the gate, being redeemed of God, spiritually begotten, receiving a remission of your sins, etc.

This healing and redemptive power is the most essential thing any of us can receive in this life. It’s therefore of the utmost importance that we know how to receive it, as the Lord will not violate our own agency. He can change us, but we must allow Him to.

Allowing the Savior to Heal Us

The equation is simple, though it is not always easy.

Christ invites us to 1) Return, 2) Repent, and 3) Be converted (3 Nephi 9:13). Because of our familiarity with these words, we may be tempted to assume we know what they mean. We may be familiar with the “5 R’s of Repentance,” or limit “conversion” to merely joining the church or changing religions. I believe these ideas serve as good training wheels, but that there is a more complete and empowering process that leads to these spiritual blessings.

Note first that at Christ’s coming to the Nephites, it was the “more righteous” part that was spared from destruction, and yet these were still invited to “now return unto me, and repent of your sins, and be converted” so that He could heal them.

I would suggest that what Christ is referring to is something much deeper than what we’re perhaps accustomed to. As noted previously, He also referred to these conditions as having a broken heart and a contrite spirit. Because our carnal hearts are almost stone-like, they require some breaking so that the Lord can get through to us.

We return to the Lord, not by committing to improve one thing about ourselves, but by entirely turning away from our manmade course and walking back towards Him. This commitment, as symbolized by baptism, must be one of total immersion. We must be willing to bury our weapons of rebellion and walk an entirely new course. To try and work on bad habits or Christlike attributes one at a time actually ends up being more difficult, because you do it by your own strength, and according to the partial image of Christ in your head (see “Modern-day Polytheism“). The way that the Lord has ordained we repent is not by gradually improving our habits, but by completely yielding to the influence of the Spirit.

An example in the Book of Mormon perfectly illustrates this principle:

“And it came to pass that after Aaron had expounded these things unto him, the king said: What shall I do that I may have this eternal life of which thou hast spoken? Yea, what shall I do that I may be born of God, having this wicked spirit rooted out of my breast, and receive his Spirit, that I may be filled with joy, that I may not be cast off at the last day? Behold, said he, I will give up all that I possess, yea, I will forsake my kingdom, that I may receive this great joy.

“But Aaron said unto him: If thou desirest this thing, if thou wilt bow down before God, yea, if thou wilt repent of all thy sins, and will bow down before God, and call on his name in faith, believing that ye shall receive, then shalt thou receive the hope which thou desirest.

“And it came to pass that when Aaron had said these words, the king did bow down before the Lord, upon his knees; yea, even he did prostrate himself upon the earth, and cried mightily, saying: O God, Aaron hath told me that there is a God; and if there is a God, and if thou art God, wilt thou make thyself known unto me, and I will give away all my sins to know thee, and that I may be raised from the dead, and be saved at the last day. And now when the king had said these words, he was struck as if he were dead” (Alma 22:15-18; emphasis added).

In the scriptures, we never read of someone repenting of a sin, because it is in fact impossible to repent of a sin. Repentance must be an attitude – the re-alignment of our entire being with the Spirit. It is an attitude whereby we seek to give away all our sins, holding nothing back from the altar. We approach God in prayer and give Him our entire heart so that He may give us a new one.

I believe C.S. Lewis understood this when he wrote, “Christ says, ‘Give me All. I don’t want so much of your time and so much of your money and so much of your work: I want You. I have not come to torment your natural self, but to kill it. No half-measures are any good… Hand over the whole natural self, all the desires which you think innocent as well as the ones you think wicked–the whole outfit. I will give you a new self instead. In fact, I will give you Myself: my own will shall become yours.'” (C.S. Lewis, Mere Christianity)

“For the natural man is an enemy to God, and has been from the fall of Adam, and will be, forever and ever, unless he yields to the enticings of the Holy Spirit, and putteth off the natural man and becometh a saint through the atonement of Christ the Lord, and becometh as a child, submissive, meek, humble, patient, full of love, willing to submit to all things which the Lord seeth fit to inflict upon him, even as a child doth submit to his father” (Mosiah 3:19).

This of course requires much faith and humility on our part. We must trust that His course, no matter where He leads, no matter how inconvenient His commandments seem, will lead us to the greatest joy. We must believe He wants what’s best for us, and knows better than we do. We must be willing to submit to His will in all things.

When we are converted to trusting Him with our entire heart, and commit to obey every prompting and commandment we receive from the Lord, we flip a switch in heaven. On this principle hinges the gate to all spiritual blessings: Baptism by fire, sanctification, the ministry of angels, miracles, revelation, power, promises, etc.

Being born again is a point-event that takes place when we fully repent and reconcile ourselves to the will of God. As it was with Alma, King Lamoni, his father, the people of King Benjamin, and many others, this spiritual rebirth can happen as quickly as we put our entire heart on the altar. If we can come to Christ with everything we have in a day, it can happen in a day; if the Lord prompts us to take a few smaller steps first to set other things in order, then it will take as long as is required to do that. The universal requirement is that we come into complete submission to the Spirit.

As the Lord declared through Malachi, “unto you that fear my name shall the Sun of righteousness arise with healing in his wings” (Malachi 4:2).

How Christ Heals

As was mentioned earlier, there is an internal conflict going on in each of us.

Our fallen bodies are carnal, sensual, and devilish, and seek to satisfy their own appetites. Our spirits are eternal and divine, desiring that which is good and pure and true.

Throughout our lives, as we’ve naturally fed the appetites of the flesh, our bodies have distorted our spirits, or rather the connection to its source: God.

The flesh is frequently referred to as being a veil. Our spirits are veiled from all we knew and could enjoy previously because our bodies are of a fallen nature. Though we connected to God premortaly through our spirits, our fallen bodies have presented an obstacle to making that connection.

In order to be healed, we must rend the veil of our flesh by having a “broken” heart and a contrite spirit. We must re-establish the connection between our spirit and the Lord’s. As we yield up our entire hearts to Him, it’s as though we align our spirits to a conduit from heaven and can begin downloading light. This is what’s called justification.

We will never be able to beat our flesh into submission, and it will not take a backseat to our spirit until our spirits are justified and re-aligned to light, truth, and God Himself.

When we make this shift, our connection to heaven begins to feed us like a spiritual umbilical chord. As light flows openly into our soul, our bodies then begin to take on the image of our eternal spirit as opposed to our spirits conforming to the image of our bodies. This is what’s called sanctification.

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Our Savior is currently pouring out upon us as much light as we’re willing to receive. Like the sun, His effort is consistent and reliable; it is we who must take off our blinders and receive what He’s already trying to give us. We must open our hearts and ears to hear His voice (3 Nephi 11:5-6). The great irony is that for as long as we insist on doing things our way, we resist His love and prevent Him from healing us.

He has come as far as we will let Him. He invites us to let go of our pride and trust Him enough to give up our will for His. When we yield our hearts to Him, we begin to experience His light and love – and this transforms us.

In previous posts, such as “Seeking the Order of Heaven” and “Or, Are They All Wrong Together?“, we considered that God creates by taking raw material (matter unorganized) and orders it after a certain pattern so that it all works together in harmony. Unity is creation, chaos is de-creation (hence, a house divided against itself cannot stand). When God creates a Zion people, He brings together individuals who were previously unorganized and puts them in order and harmony. All creation works this way.

Light and love bring things into order. Order sustains life.

As it is, we are divided beings with divided wills – and a house divided against itself cannot stand. Just as Christ can organize matter to create a planet, or people to create Zion, He can organize and order that which is in us to work together in unity and harmony. It’s been said that to be pure in heart is to desire only one thing – and that is exactly what Christ intends to do for us, if we’ll let Him.

Our bodies have regular needs and functions. We were intended to eat, sleep, reproduce, work, etc. All of these desires must be properly and intelligently ordered to bring about the greatest joy (D&C 93:33-36).

The Hebrew word for peace (shalom) comes from the root shalem, meaning “whole” or “complete.” On our own, we are incomplete. We are chaos. When we create a space for His Spirit to dwell in us, He fills us with His light and love, which properly orders and completes us. His Spirit, which is the highest and purest form of love, is what brings us into a state of wholeness and peace.

Love truly is the life-force of all creation. It is light, and Spirit; it is that which brings together all that it is divided.

As Nephi was taught, it’s by holding on to the iron rod (obeying the word of God) that we are able to partake of the fruit of the tree of life (to taste the love of God). As we do, it heals our brokenness by bringing us into order and alignment. This “creation” is really a “re-creation,” or in other words, is to be “born” again.

For as long as we maintain this connection to heaven by yielding our will to His, the gift of the Holy Ghost will sanctify and purify our flesh. We have no power to make this change on our own, it can only come through the grace of Christ. As Paul taught,

“For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast. For we are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them” (Ephesians 2:8-10).

While this verse is widely interpreted to mean, “we go to heaven by forgiveness through belief,” the larger gospel context sheds light on its true meaning. “Salvation,” or this mighty change of heart, is not something we can conjure up by our own strength, or by checking off any number of requirements from a laundry list. It comes “through faith,” meaning an abiding trust in God sufficient to give Him our whole heart. When we read that “it is by grace that we are saved, after all we can do” (2 Nephi 25:23), know that “all we can do” is not some vague yet insurmountable task – it is reconciling ourselves to the will of God through a broken heart and contrite spirit (2 Nephi 10:24). It’s submission to His voice and will over ours in all things.

When we are thus “[re]created in Christ Jesus,” it is for the purpose of keeping His commandments. To those saved by grace, Paul asks:

“What shall we say then? Shall we continue in sin, that grace may abound? God forbid. How shall we, that are dead to sin, live any longer therein? Know ye not, that so many of us as were baptized into Jesus Christ were baptized into his death? Therefore we are buried with him by baptism into death: that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life” (Romans 6:1-4).

This is the formula: Receive His word, resist not His Spirit, commit to yield to it in all things, and you will be healed. Then persist in that state until you are one with Christ (i.e. endure to the end).

As a quick side note, the laws that dictate physical healing operate upon the same principles. It is the Holy Ghost which cleanses and heals us, both body and/or spirit (e.g. James 5:14-15). Faith to be healed also includes repenting and opening your heart to receive the Holy Ghost.

Conclusion

To recap, salvation is not about securing a spot in the afterlife. It’s about experiencing a mighty change of heart – letting Christ heal our weakness. The Adversary has attempted to twist this doctrine in so many nuanced ways to brew confusion and doubt.

By leading people to believe salvation is just about belief now and a spot in heaven later, he prevents them from truly repenting of their sins and allowing the Spirit to cleanse them.

By leading others to believe that being born again is a gradual, imperceptible process that happens over a lifetime of participation in church programs and “keeping the commandments,” he likewise prevents them from repenting with all their hearts now, thereby keeping them from a full and complete transformation of the Holy Ghost.

Instead of repenting of one sin, we must repent of all our sins. Our belief in Christ should radically change our agenda, will, habits, and priorities. As we immerse ourselves in His word and will, and He will baptize us with fire and the Holy Ghost.

The Savior’s healing grace and salvation is sufficient for all those who humble themselves before Him. To those who humble themselves in the faith, he will turn weakness into strength (Ether 12:27; cf. Matt. 23:12). Moroni put it most powerfully in the concluding remarks of his record:

“Yea, come unto Christ, and be perfected in him, and deny yourselves of all ungodliness; and if ye shall deny yourselves of all ungodliness, and love God with all your might, mind and strength, then is his grace sufficient for you, that by his grace ye may be perfect in Christ; and if by the grace of God ye are perfect in Christ, ye can in nowise deny the power of God.

“And again, if ye by the grace of God are perfect in Christ, and deny not his power, then are ye sanctified in Christ by the grace of God, through the shedding of the blood of Christ, which is in the covenant of the Father unto the remission of your sins, that ye become holy, without spot” (Moroni 10:32-33).